Okay, so here’s the thing. I don’t want to seek (at least not yet) but I also don’t want to be free or it to be forever locked off. I like the idea of having to flirt with danger in this quest but staying well away. I like having a new menace.
Simply put, I don’t want to seek, I don’t want to lock off the option forever, but I don’t want to tank things. I just want the constant edge of it being there but me saying no.
Also something to keep in mind with this: like I said in another thread. my friend wants to seek, I wish to support him, and I fear locking myself out of this means I will not be able to do that. Or at least not as well.